no matter how nonchalantly i mention it , i could never bear it if it were really to happen. having given my heart and soul, it's not so easy to just take back as and when i feel like it.

even though at times, when the fatigue overwhelms me, i really do feel like tasting freedom again. to have time for myself, spontaneous gatherings with friends, cooping at home with my family, these are some things i lost along the way. but i know gains come with losses, and this is a choice i made, so i will find the strength within me to try to structure my life the way i want.

temporarily tired. do not disturb.